As you have probably already figured out, it hasn't been raining. I've been administering the July
TAKS exit test during the mornings Tuesday through Thursday. Tuesday and Wednesday, I was a little lazy and only worked inside the house. Thursday afternoon, I got back out and worked on the priming on the north side of the house. I had two phones on me because I was expecting a package from FedEx and the company I ordered from only put the box number on the package and they weren't entirely sure where we were. The package finally came, so we can continue printing the church
bulletin. I kept working
Thursday afternoon, Friday morning and part of the afternoon, and all afternoon today.
While taking breaks today, I worked on the church
bulletin and worked on the adult class lesson for tomorrow. Through all of the breaks, I have to exercise patience because there are days I would like for everything to be done with the house. I'm getting good exercise doing this and with patience, we will have the satisfaction of better fitness and projects that we accomplished ourselves. Judas may have gotten impatient with Jesus and his ministry. Our bible class is still discussing Judas, the traitor. Here are some thoughts I had on the subject helped by Barclay's commentary on Matthew. This is after reading the first part of Matthew 26.
So far, we have seen that the Jewish authorities were looking for a way to arrest Jesus quietly. Judas was the solution to allow this to happen. In the scripture, it is obvious that Jesus knows what is happening and who is behind it. The motivation of Judas has caused much discussion and speculation. It is important to realize that some of what men write about Judas giving Jesus over to the authorities is all speculation. For example:
1. It may have been because of greed. I doubt this conjecture because the amount of silver was equal to a little less than a month’s wages. Either way, scripture does say that he repented of this sin. It was too late to change the outcome. He
could not live with that, so he committed suicide.
2. Maybe he was completely disillusioned and angry with feelings of hatred when the bubble burst. The Jews had a nationalistic dream of a new earthly kingdom coming in power. At this time, it was obvious that this would not be the case since Jesus was given to die on the cross.
3. It could be that he never intended that Jesus would be put to death. He may have repented as he realized that they were out to kill him. He may have wanted to force Jesus hand to establish the kingdom and come in power now because of impatience. The spiritual kingdom was established not the earthly kingdom.
The tragedy of Judas is that he would not accept Jesus for what he was instead of what he wanted Jesus to be.
How is that important for us to realize? The real awfulness of sin is captured here. When confronted with someone in sin, Jesus does to things. First, he confronts the person in sin. He tries to get them to stop and think about what they are doing. Second, he confronts the person with himself. Can you look me in the eye and go out and do this thing? He seeks to have them realize the horror of what they are thinking about doing.
Jesus knew the heart of Judas. Note how he confronted him. The suicide of Judas is the final indication that his plan had gone wrong. If he was hoping to force Jesus to blaze through as conqueror, he was terribly disappointed that his actions led Jesus to the cross to triumph over death. This does give us some insight about sin.
1. One thing about sin is that we cannot turn back the clock and choose a different path. As soon as a sin is committed, it cannot be undone or taken back. Realizing that nothing can really be taken back should inspire us to be doubly careful about what we are doing.
2. The one thing about sin is that people can end up despising the thing that was gained by the sin. Trying to fill a void, people desire something. The only problem is that the thing gained by sin is also empty. It seemed like it would make them happy and fulfill their life, but it
does not and will never satisfy the longing that the sinner is trying to fill.
Judas wanted his own way and sinned to get it. Then, he changed his mind, but he could not take it back. He could not undo what he had done. He tried to undo it, but it fell on deaf ears. The plan was in action and there was no turning back. The chief priests called the 30 pieces of silver 'blood money.' They would not release Jesus. The deed was done. Jesus was offered as a sacrifice for the sins of the world, without which, we would not have hope of salvation. Judas may not have been showing patience, or he may have hated Jesus.
What do you think about Judas? He played his part and there may not have been hope of eternal life for us had he not done the deed. Feel free to comment.
Have a Great Sunday!
Brad